Regrets I'd never forget

Today was quite a good day, except that you took damn long to wake up and our day together seemed so short, far too short, sigh:( I told you I'd sing? Hahahah:) my voice nice not?:$ I love your voice :$ surprised I was so gracious when we played pool? I myself also surprised;x now can play with you I already feel so fortunate:))) I realised what a sore ass prick I was last time, fancy losing my temper over a stupid game and spoiling the mood:/ now I'd gladly lose 1 million games:( any game any argument anything I also don't mind losing... I know Im no longer in any position to make any requests, hold you hug you, snuggle up to you like the past, and I regret that so much.. I really don't mind doing anything for you any longer. I used to think it was very difficult to give way to you, but now, feels like such a joy to.. Silly eh? Realising these all too late.. Now that I think back, how could I be unhappy when I'm with you??