ass back home

One Day we'll be happy like that <3

Been a few days since I last blogged, but trust me, there wasn't a second awake I wasn't thinking of you. Just afraid that I'd sprout nonsense when I do and you'd see it. You probably won't see this anyway, but just know that I'm still deeply head over heels on love with you <3

Every moment spent with you is just such joy, but it hurts to see you sad like that, you may look fine on the outside, but inside, I know you're slowly breaking into pieces.. He's not worth it babe.. No one's worth your sadness, not even me. I know it sounds silly because I'm the one saying it, and I know I don't deserve you, but I'll continue to work hard to be your model boyfriend, best friend, and pillar of support.

I know I'm a loser and I don't know how to cheer you up, but I promise no matter what I'd always be here for you, through your happiness, sadness, tears and laughter.

ISLYBBG <3

Hopes and feelings

I don't really know what to say or do at this juncture, you're blowing hot and cold, it's like making me feel horrible.. I'm sorry for being clingy, maybe I forgot we're no longer an item and you're no longer what I can call my own.. Yesterday felt horrible, I hate it when you're with him, but I still wish you all the best and I hope he never stops making you happy.. I've to learn one new thing, which is to stop being an irritant, that, I'll try okay? I'm going to lose some weight! spur me on aite? I also will stop smoking after I finish this pack. I try my best!! see you later for lunch hahaha <3


I'll keep trying to remain as only your best friend for now, till the day comes when I've become a new person:)