First day after so long

I CAN'T SEEM TO UPLOAD A PICTURE!!!!DDDD:

Alright, I still want to say this, not directly to you so you can't say i break my promise!! Don't read if you don't want lo :P

It's been sometime since i genuinely smiled, been so moody so sad so depressed day in day out for a week or more.. Thanks for bringing it back(: You have no idea how much I'm missing and thinking of you.. I was like fuckfuckfuckfuck Louis don't want me go fuckfuckfuckfuck I can't see her today.. THANK GOD FOR YENYEN!! yea I was a dumbass go play texas..:x But i don't really feel sad about the money, in fact, I'm quite glad we made it this close together today<3

Please don't misunderstand? I didn't intentionally break that promise, I just couldn't hold back.. I'll keep learning and one day you won't say you don't want to be with me, anymore(: I hope

I felt so much like a jerk when you teared, but I'll remember this hug and kiss you gave me, because it means a lot to me and I believe it'll happen again <3

I'll work to be the guy you love and want to love, and make you happy all over again <3 we've been through so much together, we deserve to be happy(: I'd make the ride worthwhile. Don't doubt me just yet, let me prove it to you <3 I hope one day you'd come to me yourself and kiss me again, since I can't kiss you:( You deserve more than the old Joshua bii, but now he's weaving up his cacoon and you'd get to see that butterfly soon <3

I really didn't mean to wake you up, i thought you were still awake:x

I missed you way way more than you missed me, and I still love you loads <3 I'm really not going to give up, you'll see, I love you bii, forever and ever <3

disclaimer: I really didn't break my promise, is you read one uh! I'm not trying to irritate or anger you:(