Hopes and feelings

I don't really know what to say or do at this juncture, you're blowing hot and cold, it's like making me feel horrible.. I'm sorry for being clingy, maybe I forgot we're no longer an item and you're no longer what I can call my own.. Yesterday felt horrible, I hate it when you're with him, but I still wish you all the best and I hope he never stops making you happy.. I've to learn one new thing, which is to stop being an irritant, that, I'll try okay? I'm going to lose some weight! spur me on aite? I also will stop smoking after I finish this pack. I try my best!! see you later for lunch hahaha <3


I'll keep trying to remain as only your best friend for now, till the day comes when I've become a new person:)