Sunday, October 30, 2011

Second day without you

this morning mervin and yen came to look for me, we sat somewhere after yenyen ate and talked for a long time. she was the one who lent me money by the way. they kept talking about many funny things and i laughed, just didn't really want to make them worry. but i still ended up talking about you. I just realised yenyen's change topic skills quite pro, because she kept changing the topic whenever I'm back to talking about you. after that samuel came to meet us. after a while they left to a friend's birthday, leaving me and mervin. we went to marine parade to meet Jon and the rest, they after that you know what happened already.

today's such a bad day, my mind is thinking of nothing but you. I miss you badly baby, but i'm glad i'd see you tomorrow<3 I came to realise that you're the only one that makes me really want to hold on to, like never ever let go. I'll always love you the same no matter what. 50 times more. <3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3 again i figured typing instead of copying and pasting would be sincere. I'm so sorry for what I did. I'll work hard to put that smile permanently on your face. I want to be the guy going down on his knees in front of you with a wedding ring and proposing to you in future:$ I love you, I really do. no i DO NOT need a psychiathrist, i just need you by my side not giving up on me and encouraging me. I'll change, for you. I love you baby<3

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